"We might not get tommorrow"

Bonsoir *strokes blog whilst its purr's* well I woke up today to a lovely site, some horrid man had come along and drew dots all over my body with red pen in the middle of the night.... oh no wait thats just my GVH skin rash exploding all over my body, causing what can only be described as acid being poured onto ur hands, along with someone making your skin itch.....like a biatch?

Ah day 117 today and I have had to accept the fact that steriods is the only route to go for my skin. I suppose the sooner i go on them and the sooner I get off them then they can lower my anti rejection drug... which is a slooowwww and looonggg process GAH! But im fed up with my skin being so sore, and to be honest my immune system could use a break. I'm just scared that because I'm super sensitive to steriods, that I will become a nutter (the way i was last time i was on them) But one can only wait and see (I start them tommorrow)

In other news London/England has decided to display their love of fire and stealing. I don't think the actions of the citizens of England is the right option but then again riots to me are normal because of where I come from, so the media coverage is just laughable in the sense that its only urging more people to act criminally BECAUSE they are getting attention from the media. I think the rioter's orginal message is actually getting lost somewere in their criminal behaviour. But that's just my opinion and everyone is entitled to their's.

I have still got to continue revising for my accounting first sit which is on the 17th and par that I'm sort of trying to keep going, as usual.

Other things in my life aren't great, but a blog isn't the place :) *feed blog treat*

One more thing before i leave... check this song out (prob know it) and dan-danceeee "marrry youuuu" by Bruno Mars. Everyone wants to marry me.... even you ;)

Toodlessss

My Creations

As promised these are my wall decals that i got off ebay. I first noticed them after someone posted a photo on a facebook group showing their's off so I thought it would add something extra to my own room. I got the dandelion first but I have not finished it, as it should have the blow away flake things surrounding it. 

The second wall decal I decided to choose after I found it for motivation phrases. I seen it in a article when a woman was fighting for cancer and her husband give her a card with that inside it. It just made me realise that a lot of people have "storms" in their life but do they ever think of "dancing in the rain" instead of hiding away or being scared? 

Nothing is gained from being scared. On another note I found this great website from another blogger, called http://grooveshark.com/, basically its a bit like spotify ONLY it's a website and not a downloadable programme that CAN'T create virus' in your hard drive. It randomises songs or else lets you create a free account where u can create as many playlists as your heart desires. I found this new song by Ed Sheeran, not too sure what I think of it yet but it might growww on me as some say.

So craving a bit of baking, some cheesecakes or a sponge cake... yummy eh?

Till next time

"If i could only find a note to make you understand"

Tonight's antics: I went to the cinema to watch a new film called Horrible Bosses. Loads of people raved about it and it wasn't a bad film... but it wasn't as funny as I thought. There was this one woman, aged somewhat over 50 I would think peeling oranges with a walking flask *sneaky thing* and then another man thought he was alone in his living room by the laughs he was letting out. It made me laugh, the way people are and act in the cinema. They sort of get lost and think they are sitting alone in a darken room watching a film....

I especially like being nosey with the other couples, not in a perv way of course, I secretly enjoy when you can tell they are on their first date. God I am getting old!



Anyway the lyrics/quote from the post title is from my all time fav lovey dovey song by Gym Class Heroes, and below is a linkypoo because I do enjoy the lyrics... and Travie.... This was the best video on youtube that wasnt someone normal singing it. I don't know how you can never get official videos when you want them the most.

On a last note I have found a new author that I love. She is called Kate Morton, she writes books that are based in the English past, normally war time or around 1950's depending on the book you read. She has three published so far. The best one I have read so far is "Distant Hours" 600 pages that I finished in two days...IT WAS THAT GOOD. I finished her book "House at Riverton" so I only have one more to go before I have read all her books, wish there was longer!

Night... I'm going to get photos up of my wall decals 2mara to show you my arty side.... or else transfer skills :)

I'm not drowning.....

I adore singing this song in the car and I think from the speed that others do in front of me (slow mo's) other people find my dancing.... amusing? I swear I love her songs, you should chec-chec-check them out.

Haha its such a feminist song in my mind. GO YOU!

"Who died and made you king of anything".... sometimes i mutter that to myself about dickwads!

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My New Look

Phew *wipes sweat from brow* I am a bit slow with updating the face of my blog because I do everything old school. my title is done on paint, and i google everything else for the borders and template design. It took me ages but I am only sort of happy now with my blog's new look. I would be a bit more picky next time because I'm so OCD.

Anyway on to other news, a friend of mine said something today and it made me laugh so much. It was about the fact that I can't drink whilst on my anti rejection tablets and she said 

"Cancer is shit"

You said it! Had to laugh because it just summarises that the bastard is shit! I am going out for dinner tonight with the boyfriend, after it took me ages to get in contact with him, the differences of being laid back verus OCD planning.

Here is the link to the awesome blog template even though there is a icon on my actual blog that u can click. Im adding it to my actual entry because "Hot Bliggity Blog" has AWESOME templates and I want to give a big shout out to the blog itself :)
http://hotbliggityblog.com/

Till next time :)

Posting back comments

I LOVE the comments I get from other bloggers but i wanted to say I still don't seem able to reply to you lovely people. I try, and even over a long period of time BUT yet I can never reply to your posts.... It annoys me somewhat!

So this is decidated to the people who have commented on my posts. I do read them! I do enjoy getting them! Im sad I can't reply!

Anyone know of solutions (i have googled this but to no avail)?

Bad Blogger!

I'm terrible for leaving you alone in this webbed world that we called the internet *strokes blog to soothe its lonely heart* I have great news though to tame your anger... I have got the ALL CLEAR from my scan. Something that has actually never happened, there is no cyst or even a tiny bit of tumour left this time. Its like we can finally hop around like mini pixies on toadstools shouting "Hooray!" but you know me, never one to fully show my feelings with my health.... So instead mother and family cried for me.

I have been getting better since the transplant. I still have GVH but that wont go away for a long time, its mostly dry itchy skin and a few red spots that look like a bad case of ecezma?

I have also been revising for my first sits that are coming up this month. I am still taken in the land of lurvveeeeee, two months until its 3 years. Seems unreal... like everything in my life.

But of course, i am still in the world of books, were i like to escape and make up worlds I could only dream of living or entering for the day. Who wouldn't love to dwell in a actual novel for a day eh? Just a day mind.... some endings of novels are very sad indeed.

Toodles for now.... i will return sooner i hope.
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